SS501'S FANMEETING was both awesome yet somewhat dissapointing at the same time.
We were all so hyped up and carried so much of hopes and anticipations with us days before the event and even when we were on our way..
Everyone was supposed to go back having sweet dreams .

For the fans out there that didnt manage to get what you've been waiting for so long, I feel you. I really, really do.
The anger, the dissapointment, the tears. Whichever it may be, Im sure nothing could be worst than this.Having being able to see them right in front of your eyes, but then the doors were shut all of a sudden. And its just like everything in your mind blacks out.

Everything stop functioning at that very moment.

To those that experienced heartbreaks through this few nights, and to those that cried their hearts out for all the effort you've been through.All the squeezing, pushing and waiting for endless years for the very moment and ONLY chance to get their autographs, pass them your gifts and your heart.Theres always a next time :)Be it a concert or whatsoever.

The damn money suckers can go home and think twice and those guards and securities that dont have brains and act like they are know-it-alls.And to that CERTAIN security guard, that stood blocking the door and telling the fans to line up and stop pushing. WELL. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS? LOL. Like seriously. They just stood there and use their smelly stinking mouth to TALK and TALK, as if the fans will listen. Why cant you use some actions? Be smart enough to lead the fans into a line and force them into a line if they cant instead of using the damn loudspeaker to yell.

FOR GOD'S SAKE.

Dont cry if you cant and cry if you cant surpress it :) Its not the end of the world. THERES THE CONCERT :)

To my ever loved friends that didnt get their signatures. Dont hate me for not offering the signatures to you. I seriously cant imagine what would I do if i gave away Kyu's signature.And all I could think of at that moment was 'Time to be selfish' . Sorry babes.

To Szen, your a tough tough one :) HyunJoong loves you la k :) and HELLO. The she-who-would-not-be-named is not EVERYTHING okay? The boys are.

P.S This will not be the happy post :) I'll blog about KYU and what happened to me when i want to :)