im hired.
and im working with two men that I dont really like cause they speak canto.hah.Not so say that I hate it but I just dont like it when guys speak canto cause they sound uneducated and useless.Their english was so-so but I felt so out of place talking to them in chinese and english when their talking to me in canto.

I CAN SPEAK AND LISTEN OKAY?But,i just cant get the hang of it.hah.

and yeah,I'll be careful.Mum reminds me everytime and Im NOT shallow.Which in fact,I just dont take critics and I dont know why.
Im afraid of taking buses alone,so hopefully Angeline will be around and we'll ride it together to work everyday ;D
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Im helping out mum with house chores and not lacking around at home when everyone's at college.Im not that useless alright.Cut out the fact that I still wake up around eleven everyday without fail.heh.

Im more than happy to see friends going through a whole new chapter in college and some,at work.Theres nights before I go to sleep and I clutch the handphone praying that a message comes through and says that they miss me,but it never did happen.It made me so insecure and it was actually the very first when I was so alone.Its been two weeks or so since college started and Im over it :)

I can take this.All of it.
I'll just swallow the whole chump of it and let it go.

Back to my happy self again.Never more overwhelmed.