about me, you and her.

im not being myself.but no one noticed.
i think shes not being herself too, but i noticed.
maybe if someone noticed it and asked me about it. i'll feel better.
i'll feel..
relieved.

but then. who WILL notice me?
even if im not around. i guess everybody's life goes on. and so does mine.
i know the good ones and the bad ones and the bad-trying-to-be-good ones. :)

i know you all.

but yet, you dont know me.
is that what friends are for? i rather not have one.

a simple question: why are you so not yourself today?
will definately put a big,fat smile on my face.

so i guess the reason why im being so cranky and all that,
im not feeling good. i dont like pretending. its hard and im sick of it.
i tried being myself around them.

but once again, i cant.
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you should really learn how to care for my feelings. and perhaps others.
you didnt know that everytime shes there, we fall apart. and everything goes wrong.

p.s NO. im not talking about any boy out there. NO. im not a GAY/LESBIAN/ WHATEVER YOU CALL IT.

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