i loved you with the fire red,now its turning blue.

Friends.

Natalie and I had been friends since standard one. haha. We started getting closer to each other since standard four when i was just sitting in front of her.We laughed,played just like we do now.Then, we got into the same school. And i remembered i was at the school's canteen anxiously looking around for my name to appear on the list of classes.I found my name,finally ..4 damai.I quickly scanned through the list and found nobody that i was actually close to.Then, i found her.Yeah,Natalie's name was in the list. :)

Three years together in the same class again, making it nine years altogether.yay.We sat beside each other during form 1 and form 3.Form 2,shit happened, and so i ended up sitting with William Tiew,she, sitting with Peiyee in front of me.It was definately a tough year cause Bi Hung was sitting behind of me.Practically calling my name and kicking my chair every now and then,bah. Annoying much.

Beginning of the year, I thought it was time for us to say goodbye.We coudnt be possibly in the same class,could we?I know i was trembling so hard,and my hands were cold.I heard my name,prayed another time, and got up,walked to the line.I blanked, i coudnt think of anything else at that moment.Scary eh.So, as i was saying, while I was sitting there dumbfounded,she came right up and sat down right beside me.

Yeah, it was Natalie. Oh my god, did you know how i actually reacted? I Screamed.Jumped for joy and hugged her so tightly till i coudnt breathe.My eyes swelled up,wanting to cry.haha.

so thats how we got together. Making it TEN years now. But then, i strongly doubt that we could end up in the same class next year again.Not possible right?yeah. so, ten years is enough. However ELEVEN years would be better :)

Much,much better.

do you believe in fate? i do. :)

even if we do not end up in the same class next year, it'll only be a year.I'll learn to do things on my own,maybe even walking on my own (i fear this alot),going to the toilet on my own.Doing everything on my own. I rely on people too much.and its time i grow up.

I am a self consious person when im on my own, so hopefully i'll try to overcome that by soon. You know how does it feels like,when you think that everybody have their eyes on you? YOU THINK, but their not.

i just hope we dont grow apart like many others did ..

friends are forever. if you know how to keep them.

p.s Natalie, terharu? 8D

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