nobody's there for me when i need them.
-
2nd of august was actually yiwon's birthday as well, and my apologies cause i missed it out ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR : ) there might be obstacles ahead of us, but its okay. I know we'll somehow be alright someday.

it hurts. when i heard those words coming from you.i'll remember what you said and that cut so deeply in me. I thought at least someone close with me would actually understand me and how i feel.I was wrong.. some even asked me to forget about what happened and get along with her/him again. How can you expect me to do that when i am already hurt? Im sorry, but i coudnt possibly do that or else im making a fool of myself. Im not stupid.

Maybe they just dont understand me. They just have to go through the same situation that i'd been through, then they'll know whats actually going on. Im not good with words, but i need to tell you this.Thats why im here.To make things clear, we might never be the same again.How we used to hang out, laugh and joke around like theres no tomorrow.The once upon a time secrets, i'll keep them.but there will be a day when i'll spread them. The day when im tired, sick of everything thats going on around me.

i laugh alot.And when you see me sitting in a corner one day,you'll know its because of you.You didnt realise how painful it can be for me, going through this all alone.It was tough, and people have been asking if im okay.

im not okay. and wont be.

Only mummy knows me.Im her daughter and i came out from her stomach.Shes the only one that managed to cheer me up with words that made me stand up again.

sigh. and i thought you, being the closest one.. would be able to comfort me somehow.
I like listening to Eru’s good lady.. it’s a very cute song and it cheers me up every now and then.
-

polls