and i could be your favourite girl.

I know i'll hate friday's from now on.Last week, was the pingpong competition, and there I was alone sitting around being the observer after I won the first match.I got bored waiting for the next round so I went to make a phonecall to my mum, and then when I came back, I saw my second opponent playing with another girl already.

So there I was, going around questioning people in charge.And you know what did they fucking said to me?

X : You shouldnt make the phone call, but sorry lah, I dont think theres anybody left for you to play with.
Y : Maybe you can try next year *smiles*
Me : uh? Okayhhh. * walks off with the confused face*
hah. You see lah. That wasnt the worst part.

As I was wearing some shorts which doesnt match quite right with my black shoes and sports shirt, I was feeling uncomfortable with myself. I barely stood still for a moment just so people woudnt spot the wrong.

I went out and waited for my mum and it seems like it took her forever to come.Then I saw this bunch of effin FUCKEDUP people coming out from the school.I do not want to speak of their names here just so if readers happened to know them.

Edited- I better not post it up.

Sigh. Sad right? Im self-consious just if you dont know. I blamed myself for wearing that retard pants and black shoes( without socks ).I coudnt get that incident out of my head since then.

P.S At least I won the first match :P