Saturday, August 12, 2006
I shoudnt get my hopes too high :( Its like. His everything to me,but im nothing to him. Gee. I tried so hard,but still,he replied me with a " oh,nevermind".He sound so, uh,soNICE. sigh.I dreamt yesterday.And when i woke up,its the first time im actually SO VERY GLAD that that dream,is just a dream.I remembered myself sweating a little.Yes,and i pray so hardly that this dream is well,just a dream. When i was watching Beautiful Days,I sort of cried.No,not crying.I just shed a tear or two and wiped it away when i realised it.It wasnt because of the show.Its something else.And that show reminded me about that someone or something.I took a glance at him,and caught him staring at my direction.No,im NOT perasan or so.And so at that moment,he blinked and started to talk with his friend again. sigh.You know how does it feel like? Theres this sudden pain and frustration in you.And i had to force myself not to think about it.All's over, i guess.