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Tuesday, November 17, 2009


Park or no park? :D Re-consider.

AND IM ON THE VERGE OF GOING CRAZY BECAUSE OF MY FAR-KING YOUTUBE CONNECTION.
I wanna watch my ‘
Your Beautiful’ and ‘IRIS’ so badly ):

AHHH. JANG GEUN SUK. *FLIES TO THE SKY*

-

I heard her telling me those dreadful stories again,

And It struck me when i realised that 'Hey, Im not jealous anymore.'

thats a good sign :D

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
getting tired waiting for you

2PM

BIGGEST ANTICIPATION FOR COMEBACK OF THE YEAR.

Jaebum, I'll never get tired waiting for you.


2PM, Im still waiting for you

<3

Friday, October 30, 2009
Fulfilling

Tioman Island
3 days and 2 nights of fun

Day One
  • Awesome ride in the bus down to Mersing.
  • Wandering around the town at 4AM in the morning. Ferry only arrives at 6.30.
  • Finally managed to find a mamak to settle down for the starving people.
  • Got thrown into the pool. and stories of revealing undergarments.
  • Loads of walking,walking and more walking.
  • Had lunch that wasn’t worth the money.
  • Jeep down the lane, passing through the entire village.
  • Had to endure itches and rashes, but fun nevertheless.
  • Even after dinner, I was still walking.
  • Humming songs, and casual conversations with girls are always fun.
  • Duty free shops, beers, alcohols, cigarrettes. You name it, they have it.
  • Midnight. Off to the beach nearby. Kicked off with bottles of corona's and tiger beers.
  • Artworks in the sand are always fasinating.
  • Pictures Pictures Pictures.
  • Lovely stars, more than what i expected.

Day Two
  • Snorkelling :)
  • Hanged around the jetty waiting for Mr.fisherman to take us off.
  • Had fun getting onto boats.
  • The sight of the surrounding sea = breathtaking
  • The blue, deep ocean. One can never see the end of it.
  • The way the water splashes up, and how the waves bring us along.
  • The air, the weather, the water, the nature.
  • Four different destinations.
  • Learning how to breathe through my mouth. Having fits with the lifejackets.
  • Screaming and whinings.
  • The view of fishes underwater, with beautiful corels and sea creatures - Sensational.
  • In the middle of the sea, FISHING. First experience of getting sea sick. Had the urge to throw up.
  • Caught ten fishes. I wansnt even amused. Too caught up by my own body condition.
  • Didnt really snorkelled much when we reached monkey bay.
  • Enjoyed the pretty sceneries though.
  • Last stop.
  • Full of laughter, smiles and fun.
  • Had a hard time persuading Rachel to join us.
  • Never had the chance to laugh so wholeheartedly until then.
  • Reached Berjaya Hotel.
  • Another round of swimming. WITHOUT having to taste the awfully salty sea water.
  • One of the most memorable day in my life :)
  • At night, it was all about pictures,entertainment, and talkings.
  • Plus, the ever famous Tom Yam Maggie Cup to end the day.

Day Three
  • Two of them went back earlier.
  • It was raining. The sky was sad to send us off.
  • Had delicious Roti Telur at our favourite mamak stall.
  • Lagged around the Jetty area.
  • Tiring trip back to KL. Not too pleasing bus trip.
  • All ends well.

Thursday, October 08, 2009
aitakute

i think im very in trouble :(

that stupid, same yearning again i had experienced 7/8 months ago.

damn his everything. Im scared it'll end just like how it did the last time.

i understand 'i want to see you now'
i understand 'every minute thinking of you'
i understand 'waiting for msgs endlessly'

every little thing related to you.
i have to know.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

theres so many haters in this world.

i dont deny that. I am a hater myself.And I'll let them hate me for whatever reason it might be.
And I'll hate them for whatever reason I want.

let them hate.you'll feel better.

:)

I aim for perfection.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009
so much pain

Dear Park Jae Bum,

We want you back . I have faith in you.

Dear Kim Hyun Joong,

You'll be cured for sure. :D

Dear Kim Jun Su,

I miss you so much my heart's breaking.

Dear Kim Kyu Jong,

Please remember me. *hugs*

Dear college life :

I hate you. Everything's so stressed up. Projects undone.Assignments breaking me apart. And when I need someone beside me to talk my heart out, no one was there. I want to be myself again. I want to learn to laugh earnestly again. I want the ones that I love so much to be with me every single day. I dont want to be on the verge of tears every single night trying to control all the damn emotions inside me, reminding myself that I will not cry because I dont have to.

The things people do.
The words people say.
The way people speak.
They dont realise how much they hurt me.
I've turned aggressive.
I've become demanding.
I dont used to order or direct. Im not even used to it.
I need someone that I can rely on.

I want someone that I can trust in.
Like how I've put so much into the dearest that would always be the ones when I need them.

The two greatest beings that i've ever come across.


WE EVEN DO SIMILIAR EXPRESSIONS. :D


Same thoughts, same thinking.
WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR 12 YEARS :D

I SAYANG YOU.

Friday, September 04, 2009
if you cant cry, dont force yourself to.

SS501'S FANMEETING was both awesome yet somewhat dissapointing at the same time.
We were all so hyped up and carried so much of hopes and anticipations with us days before the event and even when we were on our way..
Everyone was supposed to go back having sweet dreams .

For the fans out there that didnt manage to get what you've been waiting for so long, I feel you. I really, really do.
The anger, the dissapointment, the tears. Whichever it may be, Im sure nothing could be worst than this.Having being able to see them right in front of your eyes, but then the doors were shut all of a sudden. And its just like everything in your mind blacks out.

Everything stop functioning at that very moment.

To those that experienced heartbreaks through this few nights, and to those that cried their hearts out for all the effort you've been through.All the squeezing, pushing and waiting for endless years for the very moment and ONLY chance to get their autographs, pass them your gifts and your heart.Theres always a next time :)Be it a concert or whatsoever.

The damn money suckers can go home and think twice and those guards and securities that dont have brains and act like they are know-it-alls.And to that CERTAIN security guard, that stood blocking the door and telling the fans to line up and stop pushing. WELL. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS? LOL. Like seriously. They just stood there and use their smelly stinking mouth to TALK and TALK, as if the fans will listen. Why cant you use some actions? Be smart enough to lead the fans into a line and force them into a line if they cant instead of using the damn loudspeaker to yell.

FOR GOD'S SAKE.

Dont cry if you cant and cry if you cant surpress it :) Its not the end of the world. THERES THE CONCERT :)

To my ever loved friends that didnt get their signatures. Dont hate me for not offering the signatures to you. I seriously cant imagine what would I do if i gave away Kyu's signature.And all I could think of at that moment was 'Time to be selfish' . Sorry babes.

To Szen, your a tough tough one :) HyunJoong loves you la k :) and HELLO. The she-who-would-not-be-named is not EVERYTHING okay? The boys are.

P.S This will not be the happy post :) I'll blog about KYU and what happened to me when i want to :)

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