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Sunday, July 11, 2010

hello, blog.

its been awhile.

sorry if you wont be seeing me here, blame tumblr.

Tuesday, February 02, 2010
This is forever

Who are your best of friends?

Those who know your deepest, darkest secrets, and have found your major flaws,
but still love you anyway.

*hearts*

so far, only a few have the honours of being on my list :)

iloveyoupeople.


Thursday, December 31, 2009
accepting the truth

Sometimes, I wonder.

Do I look like someone who yearns for love. Wanting attention. Everytime I try to catch your eyes but you turn away. You barely look at me, and I crack my head everyday to try to guess why.

But then, I just want us to be friends. Close friends that can talk,laugh,joke at almost anything,anywhere and anytime.

I dont love you.I like you.

My heart is still wandering about. Looking for the right one.I dont want anyone to end up with a broken heart after a confession.It takes millions of guts for someone to confess and it aint easy at all.

Dont worry.Im not going to do that.Im not stupid, and I never had the courage to do so.

I want you,as a friend :D



Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Erasing,Forgetting,Remembering

Its December 30th :)
Christmas
just flew by like it never happened.Christmas eve,like last year,was awesome.

Korean Inspired Spectacles :)

It'll be 2010 in just two days.And to tell you the truth, I never believed in 2012.
My heart chose not to believe in it,and hints that I want to die an old lady,lying in her bed.The earth will never be the same again,and there might even have a snowfall someday in Malaysia.Who would have guessed?


LET IT SNOW BABY!

A brand new year is simply
one step towards aging,and another step towards your dreams(if you have one).

My new year resolution? :)
I'll think about it.
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A PEEK INTO MOON'S BLOGSHOP :)
Located at 'The Strand', Kota Damansara.
COMING SOON

www.moons-homeandgifts.blogspot.com
Selling flowers!gifts!pewters!teddies!Home Decos!
Do Drop by :)


Tuesday, November 17, 2009


Park or no park? :D Re-consider.

AND IM ON THE VERGE OF GOING CRAZY BECAUSE OF MY FAR-KING YOUTUBE CONNECTION.
I wanna watch my ‘
Your Beautiful’ and ‘IRIS’ so badly ):

AHHH. JANG GEUN SUK. *FLIES TO THE SKY*

-

I heard her telling me those dreadful stories again,

And It struck me when i realised that 'Hey, Im not jealous anymore.'

thats a good sign :D

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
getting tired waiting for you

2PM

BIGGEST ANTICIPATION FOR COMEBACK OF THE YEAR.

Jaebum, I'll never get tired waiting for you.


2PM, Im still waiting for you

<3

Friday, October 30, 2009
Fulfilling

Tioman Island
3 days and 2 nights of fun

Day One
  • Awesome ride in the bus down to Mersing.
  • Wandering around the town at 4AM in the morning. Ferry only arrives at 6.30.
  • Finally managed to find a mamak to settle down for the starving people.
  • Got thrown into the pool. and stories of revealing undergarments.
  • Loads of walking,walking and more walking.
  • Had lunch that wasn’t worth the money.
  • Jeep down the lane, passing through the entire village.
  • Had to endure itches and rashes, but fun nevertheless.
  • Even after dinner, I was still walking.
  • Humming songs, and casual conversations with girls are always fun.
  • Duty free shops, beers, alcohols, cigarrettes. You name it, they have it.
  • Midnight. Off to the beach nearby. Kicked off with bottles of corona's and tiger beers.
  • Artworks in the sand are always fasinating.
  • Pictures Pictures Pictures.
  • Lovely stars, more than what i expected.

Day Two
  • Snorkelling :)
  • Hanged around the jetty waiting for Mr.fisherman to take us off.
  • Had fun getting onto boats.
  • The sight of the surrounding sea = breathtaking
  • The blue, deep ocean. One can never see the end of it.
  • The way the water splashes up, and how the waves bring us along.
  • The air, the weather, the water, the nature.
  • Four different destinations.
  • Learning how to breathe through my mouth. Having fits with the lifejackets.
  • Screaming and whinings.
  • The view of fishes underwater, with beautiful corels and sea creatures - Sensational.
  • In the middle of the sea, FISHING. First experience of getting sea sick. Had the urge to throw up.
  • Caught ten fishes. I wansnt even amused. Too caught up by my own body condition.
  • Didnt really snorkelled much when we reached monkey bay.
  • Enjoyed the pretty sceneries though.
  • Last stop.
  • Full of laughter, smiles and fun.
  • Had a hard time persuading Rachel to join us.
  • Never had the chance to laugh so wholeheartedly until then.
  • Reached Berjaya Hotel.
  • Another round of swimming. WITHOUT having to taste the awfully salty sea water.
  • One of the most memorable day in my life :)
  • At night, it was all about pictures,entertainment, and talkings.
  • Plus, the ever famous Tom Yam Maggie Cup to end the day.

Day Three
  • Two of them went back earlier.
  • It was raining. The sky was sad to send us off.
  • Had delicious Roti Telur at our favourite mamak stall.
  • Lagged around the Jetty area.
  • Tiring trip back to KL. Not too pleasing bus trip.
  • All ends well.

Thursday, October 08, 2009
aitakute

i think im very in trouble :(

that stupid, same yearning again i had experienced 7/8 months ago.

damn his everything. Im scared it'll end just like how it did the last time.

i understand 'i want to see you now'
i understand 'every minute thinking of you'
i understand 'waiting for msgs endlessly'

every little thing related to you.
i have to know.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

theres so many haters in this world.

i dont deny that. I am a hater myself.And I'll let them hate me for whatever reason it might be.
And I'll hate them for whatever reason I want.

let them hate.you'll feel better.

:)

I aim for perfection.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009
so much pain

Dear Park Jae Bum,

We want you back . I have faith in you.

Dear Kim Hyun Joong,

You'll be cured for sure. :D

Dear Kim Jun Su,

I miss you so much my heart's breaking.

Dear Kim Kyu Jong,

Please remember me. *hugs*

Dear college life :

I hate you. Everything's so stressed up. Projects undone.Assignments breaking me apart. And when I need someone beside me to talk my heart out, no one was there. I want to be myself again. I want to learn to laugh earnestly again. I want the ones that I love so much to be with me every single day. I dont want to be on the verge of tears every single night trying to control all the damn emotions inside me, reminding myself that I will not cry because I dont have to.

The things people do.
The words people say.
The way people speak.
They dont realise how much they hurt me.
I've turned aggressive.
I've become demanding.
I dont used to order or direct. Im not even used to it.
I need someone that I can rely on.

I want someone that I can trust in.
Like how I've put so much into the dearest that would always be the ones when I need them.

The two greatest beings that i've ever come across.


WE EVEN DO SIMILIAR EXPRESSIONS. :D


Same thoughts, same thinking.
WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR 12 YEARS :D

I SAYANG YOU.

Friday, September 04, 2009
if you cant cry, dont force yourself to.

SS501'S FANMEETING was both awesome yet somewhat dissapointing at the same time.
We were all so hyped up and carried so much of hopes and anticipations with us days before the event and even when we were on our way..
Everyone was supposed to go back having sweet dreams .

For the fans out there that didnt manage to get what you've been waiting for so long, I feel you. I really, really do.
The anger, the dissapointment, the tears. Whichever it may be, Im sure nothing could be worst than this.Having being able to see them right in front of your eyes, but then the doors were shut all of a sudden. And its just like everything in your mind blacks out.

Everything stop functioning at that very moment.

To those that experienced heartbreaks through this few nights, and to those that cried their hearts out for all the effort you've been through.All the squeezing, pushing and waiting for endless years for the very moment and ONLY chance to get their autographs, pass them your gifts and your heart.Theres always a next time :)Be it a concert or whatsoever.

The damn money suckers can go home and think twice and those guards and securities that dont have brains and act like they are know-it-alls.And to that CERTAIN security guard, that stood blocking the door and telling the fans to line up and stop pushing. WELL. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS? LOL. Like seriously. They just stood there and use their smelly stinking mouth to TALK and TALK, as if the fans will listen. Why cant you use some actions? Be smart enough to lead the fans into a line and force them into a line if they cant instead of using the damn loudspeaker to yell.

FOR GOD'S SAKE.

Dont cry if you cant and cry if you cant surpress it :) Its not the end of the world. THERES THE CONCERT :)

To my ever loved friends that didnt get their signatures. Dont hate me for not offering the signatures to you. I seriously cant imagine what would I do if i gave away Kyu's signature.And all I could think of at that moment was 'Time to be selfish' . Sorry babes.

To Szen, your a tough tough one :) HyunJoong loves you la k :) and HELLO. The she-who-would-not-be-named is not EVERYTHING okay? The boys are.

P.S This will not be the happy post :) I'll blog about KYU and what happened to me when i want to :)

Sunday, August 23, 2009
sweet notes and flowers







I laughed too much yesterday ;D

That means my wishes are coming true one by one! WEE.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009


with my birthday less than a week to go,
i wonder whats the little things in life that make me laugh my heart out ocassionally.

and for my 18th birthday, i wish I have more insane laughs to go through :)

p.s thats only the ONE wish out of the thousands more i've made.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009
beauty with brains?

college.BOO.

Results aint that bad,but not thoroughly satisfied since I personally think that form 5 add math is much more challenging yet i STILL got a B for mathematics? Dont show me your im-so-shocked face yah. :D

Im cool with our maths,business communication,moral,and english class. WHAT THE HELL IS WITH THE ACCOUNTING CLASS?

18 PEOPLE ONLY HAHAHA. SO FARKING FUNNY MAN. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP IN CLASS NEXT TIME? ): ): ):

Jessica and Megan left Foundation In Arts officially.Im going to bloddy miss them.The two pretties and the ones that are seriously EIGHTEEN and act like one.We'll definately still meet up sometime and laugh at cats somemore.lol.Im not sure who left us after semester one,but good luck to our future and whichever way you choose,It better be a good one :D

Who knows?I might be leaving by Semester Three as well.
Please let me have a fun fun semester.*puppy eyes*

AND BE MORE SPONTANEOUS PEOPLEEEE. Oh my kawan .
-
Okay.So I have a sketch to act on friday and Im going to be an evil witch. Me likey! haha.Am Anticipating for Saturday as well.Please come.

Before I end this post,I know some complains about too much words and too little pictures. FINE FINE. :D

Genting! I WANNA GO ON ALL THE RIDES AGAINN!! ): and def snow world,im coming.







:D

thats all for now :D
JA NE~

Thursday, July 09, 2009
random thoughts


my never-to-be-forgotten loves :)

i remember theres this guy that I met on my last day of work that wasnt a customer,he wasnt a staff anywhere,just a random passerby.
unexpected,and it happened all so fast.
through a friend's friend,I got to know his name,and he knew mine.
talking was never this fun,and feeling flirtious is just right at that moment.
we roamed around,getting to know someone was never this enjoyable either.

just like how it came,it went.

was definately the best day of work there :)

never thought of seeing him again even after all the thoughtless messages sent to each other.On the day when I was at Seafield,collecting back a few certificates and documents,I walked pass a black toyota,and heard my name.

that was the last time i saw him.

Sunday, July 05, 2009


genie,genie,please help my fringe to grow faster ):
i'll give you a diamond if you do so.

today is Seafield's carnival! Yesterday was SU's but didnt managed to go.Friday,was about karaoke sessions,which I havent been doing since college started,and no one wants to go.All the karaoke party people were busy with their own schedules and everything.Life is dull without karaoke.hah!Saturday,was about Lick Hung's sports day and my sister took part in a modern dancing society and gawd,their costumes are making me go dizzy.Sunday,owns :D




Meeting up with Angeline,Vanissa,Yiwon,thats back from Melbourne is the best damn thing ever.and ohmygod,Lynn.


The girl that thought she is actually in Egypt or maybe she yearns to be there tooo much.And brought a scarf to wrap herself up even when we were all sticky and sweaty.That girl is impossible.

Im having my two weeks break now.What to do? I need parties,movies,sleepovers,or any sorts of junkies so i woudnt just stick to the labtop and flail over Kim Junsu.Speaking of which,OMG,THEY OWN TOKYO DOME WITH THE RED SEA OF TWO DAYS STRAIGHT.PWN SO MUCH WITH THEIR MUSIC.


TOKYO DOME DAY ONE :D


Xiahtic - Junsu ft Yoochun

I dont really give a damn if they own hot bodies or have chocolate abs,seriously.Im in love with their music.The way they harmonize in every single song gives me the chills and accapella groups are so rare these days.They sing lives better than records.Period.

Friday, July 03, 2009
what goes around,comes around

finals are over.

LIKE HELL SERIOUS I AM :D i miss reading novels and re-reading every single one of them that i own.Oh,the pleasure.I miss the desperate checking for updates of my email sent by the online-boutiques.I miss spending hours straight on youtube and ONLY youtube to laugh at all the little things that Junsu do(ohmygod,you have no idea how he can just brighthen my day from one silly video).That boy is simply amazing i tell you.I miss waking up at eleven in the morning and skipping breakfast cause its all been eaten up.I miss fangirling with all my super crazy darlings that make me go wild everytime we talk.I miss hanging out with close friends from Seafield and I JUST DID TODAY :D

Cant wait for the Hari kantin just because i can get to see EVERYBODY again.Well,not everybody.But yeah the important ones.Who cares about the games and food and junk.ahhh.Okay,i sound meaann.
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Its funny how time passes sooo quickly and its the end of Semester One already.It wasnt supreme,and it wasnt that bad either.*shoots a so-so look to everyone* I demand more from Semester Two though.Makes me doubt FIA and wanting to go into Ausmath.gah.There better be a prom night or something or else i'll be so damned.hah.

One of the best thing that happened.
THE UNOFFICIAL KOREAN CLUB (okay,maybe its official) , supported by the IYF society.
and yeah.KOREANS. THE DREAM WEH. TO BE FRIENDS WITH KOREANS AND TALK TO THEM IN KOREAN :D :D :D

but somehow,they know english.so whatheheck,speaking in english is soo much easier :) Recently went to a trip with them.eek.The mushiness of singing in the van-sort-of-car ,experiencing the BUMPIEST car ride ever.Oh Mr Pastor,how skilled you are at driving and do you even have a lisense for this? LOL. Mr Pastor is always on the go about bible stories as his a korean,his english is a little *gulps*. And Thomas,the ever faithful MR GUITAR MAN.Always seen with his blue devilish guitar and strumming along,singing wayyy out of tune.

and the CHOS,never to forget. The ever so loving seung-saeng-nims that are both worlds apart in person.Think, THE TIGER AND THE RABBIT.HAHAH.

Claiming to be the 'tiger' teacher and seriously,his sooo scary ): He has a damn fetish of being a teacher i tell you.Grabbing onto his long pointed black pointer and tapping it on the board.GAH.*shivers*And the other,always giving the 'awwww,im soo cute with my super sharp nose' look to everyone,making everyone(maybe only me) falling all over him.

Lets play the guessing game. Which is which? :D


SO OBVIOUS CAN.YOU DONT KNOW I KILL YOU.AND I MEAN IT.
alright.I know you cant see the faces of the GREEN and BLUE :D TOO BAD. HAHA.

AND
AND
AND

Lee Sang Gil(the only guy in the picture) wins the award for the cutest personality ever.Known to be the 'SYOK SENDIRI KING' as his forever taking pictures with his phone snapping away *flashes* .His a complete fail at singing bigbang's songs and Because Im Stupid but geeee,how can anybody not love this guy. :) His english still need some buckering up.Right?

Their soo much love <3 I'll miss them bad when they head back to Korea next year.

also,
BIG KISSES TO MY VERY MISSED TAN MEI YEN. We must so see each other and talk :) I sooo want you back in subang ):
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Warning to the girl that gets on my nerves so much.i know you hate me and i hate you so fuck off lah bitch. :) Im trying to be nice but you want to play backfiring isit? FINE. I am so impossibly good at that.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009
anticipation

ITS ALMOST COMING TO AN END :D

THE TORTURE OF STAYING AT HOME TO STUDY. HAHA.

Just tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

does anyone agree that younha's version of gee is the absolute cover? ;)

Saturday, June 27, 2009
CRINGING MADNESS



overdosage of love messages (especially the ones that are directly translated from chinese and omfg,pls lah,dont be so ah-niang can?)

MAKES ME CRINGE. SHIT.

*off to cringe somemore*

*dies*

one whole week of finals and im not done with accounts ): Just thinking of that subject gets me sick all over,imagine being an accountant?DIE LAH LIKE THAT.My butt will ache and burn for sitting uncountable hours to count,count,and count.
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'Reach for the stars' ,my parents once wrote in a letter sent to me while I was in university...
Xandra ooi inspires me ;)

OOOHH.I have my hair tied up like those korean girls(think SO HEE) because of my fringe.Its always the fringe problem cause I have a wide forehead.Wanna know how wide it is? er.Its... this wide.go figure.Im going cut my hair somemore!Its getting shorter,shit.no no no.Better not get addicted to it.

toodles babes :)
p.s i know i have too much to update.HOW?EO-TO-KAE?omfg.how do you spell it.hah.
p.s.s GO SEAFIELD'S HARI KELUARGA YAH. I'LL SEE YOU THERE :D


R.I.P Micheal Jackson,the Legend. aww,and his only 50.shucks.

*hurries off mumbling incoherently*

Sunday, June 21, 2009
LOVESICK,PERHAPS?

i dont want to see him

i want to see him

i dont want to see him

i want to see him

i dont want to see him

SHIT

i still want to see him.

prologue
solitude

rewind,
back to the past
strong;vivid memories
dances.
I rather you forward.

say what?
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